petai padi

i am 31years old women that struggling with this world.
mom of 7kids, 4 from them been taken away because of my sick exhusband hates me married another guy, and 3 kids with new husband raise by me.
need to taking care my mom, my young brothers and my sick husband.
i seriously need a fund to help me build my life back, build my family back and i want to take back my kids be with me forever.
why they cant be with me because i'm damn poor with no savings, debts around me. with mom push me hard to find money, i dont know where i should keep searching. please help me just once.
i dont have home, just stay for a while with mom, she does hates me.
i cry everyday for entire of my life.
why im not like others, have a good education, good people around and have a good business. all my friend have a good life.
im sick for being in thid damn life. with my sick husband just have made me can't stand anymore.
i can loose control of my self.
i am really full of stress. please help me . please help me.
i'm typing herre meanwhile, i and my family didnt eat yet for today. mom really push me hard. she says i dont deserve to lived.
i just the damage kid. i am terribly desperate and stuck with blank in my head. i dont know what i suppose to do next. maybe divorce, maybe lived alone, or maybe i just go crazy.

with full of my hands, i need fund that just can make my mom smile again to me, long time i didnt see she smiles at me. more than 10 years.
please, i love my mom and i really need this because only this that she likes.

please again fund can be transfer to my
MAYBANK ACCOUNT (MALAYSIA)
AISHAH BINTI MAT ISA
158051445817

i fully use for good,
build back my business
find comfort place for my family.
and every single profit from my business when its came bigger,
i will send here back. help others that same like me.