can you help me become a member to be1ask1

hello my name is Wilbert clark and I am 18 eversince I was 13 I have studied and have learned a lot of knowledge about my favorite organization in the world freemasonry and I want to join but its been very hard because when I made it to 18 I became homeless in a homelss shelter and money is tight to non but I just recently started reciveing checks for my disability because I was in accident where my two sisters died and I recive benefits so I will have the money now to pay the fees and I would like to embrace my calling because eversince 13 Ive been hearing thoughts like voices almost and feelings all leading me to freemason and whatever is following me loves freemason it would die for it and will I it said die as Wilbert clark and be reborn as a mason so I will iuf I could how can you help me join brother

You have selected a handle which includes the term freemason but you are clearly not one. Not cool. First issue. You hear voices (sound mind). Second issue. No need to go any further at this point. You seem to have issues in your life that you need to deal with that are far more important than joining an organization.

As Brother Mark pointed out I hope that mention of voices was symbolic not literal. Like "a little bird told me" rather than a voice out of no where. We want Brothers who have thought for years about coming among us but we require our candidates to be of sound mind. Voices out of no where show one to not be of sound mind.

Another issue is living in a homeless shelter and being on disability. We require our candidates to have homes (either rent of own is okay) and to either have a job or be retired.

Take your time. Get your life in order. Start working. Get a home. We'll still be here when you are ready, and we will still be ready then.