When I said Ill be able to I meant I know I'll be able to scratch the surface and go deeper into the knowledge. I was replying to someone who said I didn't know anything about the ancient truths. I was not implying I know for sure I'll become a mason.
Fair enough, can be hard to convey tone and inflection via text.
Can I give you advise I insist you take to heart- Abandon the notion on low and high ranking Masons, in practice there is no degree higher than the third, every degree numerically higher is in reality a lateral move in terms of “rank” as it isn’t relevant to the Blue lodge but rather side orders you may or may not be qualified to join, i for example will never be able to claim the rank of 32 or 33 as in my area the only Scottish rite requires a trinitarian Christian faith- I cannot profess this, as men who meet on the level “rank” holds no benefit in terms of the ability to reap the benefits of freemasonry.
I myself am a fellowcraft- in many US constitutions I would have achieved this rank on my second meeting, Here people take months or years between degrees- at my lodge I’m still exposed to more light than I can process every meeting.