Brother Triclocarbon, you and I have a
LOT in common. I went through the
EXACT same experience when I first joined Masonry. I joined Mt Sinai Grand Lodge, AF&AM, here in Houston, backin August of 2007. It is a Grand Lodge full of proud Brothers, 66 years of History here in Houston, and good Brothers from all walks of life. And, I experienced the same things as you----meeting different Brothers, having the pride in what I had accomplished, studying as much as I could, and enjoying the Brotherhood and camaraderie of the Brethren in my Lodge.
My particular issue came when I expressed an interest in researching the
LINEAGE TO THE UGLE AND FRATERNAL RECOGNITION of my "Grand Lodge". I researched this issue for TWO YEARS, before I made the decision to leave, after I was unable to find the proper lineage of recognition documented anywhere. Leaving was one of the hardest things I have done as a grown man, because I really do LOVE these Brothers. I don't blame them for anything; I don't even think the majority of them even realize that they are not RECOGNIZED among the two Grand Bodies here in Texas. In most predominantly Black AF&AM "Grand Lodges", the Brotherhood as a whole thinks they are, because every member has explained to them that they are JUST AS LEGITIMATE as the PHA Brothers. I made the decision to be my own Man, and petition a Prince Hall Affiliated (PHA) Lodge, because I had a very good friend of mine who was a member, and also, my research indicated that THIS was a Grand Body of Masonry in Texas that WAS RECOGNIZED BY THE UNITED GRAND LODGE OF ENGLAND.
I discovered that Prince Hall Affiliated Grand Lodges in each State had a proud History and Legacy in AMERICAN HISTORY, tracing back to March 6, 1775, which was the date that Bro. Prince Hall himself was initiated. I DO MISS the Brothers in my old Lodge dearly, however, I don't regret leaving. I get the Fraternal Recognition that I've always desired now, from PHA Brothers and Mainstream Brothers alike. There are more Prince Hall Affiliated Brothers that have walked in your shoes than you know, many of whom are on this very Forum.......you have NO reason to hang your head, young Brother. YOU didn't do anything wrong. All you did was exactly what ALL of us did----you wanted to become a MASON.
As the Brethren above have stated, you have two options to join a
RECOGNIZED Grand Body of Masonry here in Texas. You can look up the
Prince Hall Affiiated, F&AM (PHA) Lodges in your area, as well as the
Grand Lodge of Texas, AF&AM Lodges. It isn't our duty to sway you either way----
YOU take the initiative to seek out Brothers from each Lodge, and
YOU select and petition for membership at the Lodge that is the best fit
FOR YOU. I did the same, a little over two years ago, and was "healed" into a PHA Lodge on August 18, 2010.
Please maintain your membership on this Forum, and keep us posted on your progress, whichever way you go. If you have any further questions about my experience in the AF&AM "Grand Lodge" that I left, send me a Private Message, or an email, (
towerbuilder7@gmail.com) and I can offer as much LIGHT as you need to help you progress toward further LIGHT in Masonry in one of our Grand Bodies, if that is what you seek.
As far as the question of what to do with your memorabilia..........I kept my old membership certificate with a picture of the Brothers from my Old Lodge; the memories I hold are dear to me; the only thing I had to dispense with is the FRATERNAL AFFILIATION......The "healing" process isn't complicated at all. It's a series of steps that can be easily explained to you if you have questions for me off-line. I did it, and I'm very proud of my new affiliation, as well as the relationships I've developed with Brothers NATIONWIDE on THIS Forum. The books?! Toss them.....if you're coming to either a Prince Hall GLoTx, F&AM or Mainstream, GLoTx AF&AM affiliated Lodge, WE WILL GIVE YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED. HOLD YOU HEAD HIGH, BROTHER...............SMIB
BRO. VINCENT C. JONES, SR., LODGE CHAPLAIN, BAYOU CITY LODGE #228
PRINCE HALL AFFILIATION, FREE AND ACCEPTED MASONRY, HOUSTON, TEXAS
MOST WORSHIPFUL PRINCE HALL GRAND LODGE OF TEXAS