Welcome to the site, Challenger72.
Like JJones, I can understand your confusion and concern, especially if you've been looking around on the internet for information on the fraternity.
As far as Masonry conflicting with your Christian Beliefs, well, I'm a devout Christian, and it doesn't conflict with mine. :001_smile: Interestingly, this seems to be one of the larger misconceptions about the fraternity. Masonry mandates that you have and are willing to proclaim a belief in a supreme being, although Masonry isn't a religious organization. It is open to men of all faiths.
Here is a link to a page on the Grand Lodge of Texas website that has three audio recordings. They're worth listening to, as there's some good info in them.
Between Friends Audio Series
Here's a copy of a document that discusses what Masonry is and what it isn't. Sadly, the lodge website where it used to live is down (Solidarity Lodge #1457 in Houston), but I was able to find a cached copy of it and have saved it so that it won't be lost. It's in pdf form and also has some good information
What is Masonry?
Hopefully these will help you with your questions. If not, then please ask away. We're here to help. Also, if you don't mind my asking, where are you? Chances are there's someone on this site who's close enough to you for you to meet and talk with.
Good luck in your search.