I've skimmed some of Darwin's original, but by the time I got to him, Freud and the later thinkers I was already fairly happy with a rather "impressionist" view of metaphysics in general. I blame it on the granularity of the early philosophers, then hitting Spinoza, and then wandering to the Transcendentalists before hitting them. By that point I figured pretty well noone has it all figured out and I stopped caring much about the details and more being interested in general concepts for their own sake.
Like the concept of pandeism, for example - an offshoot of deism. Classic deism (of which many of the founders of this country as well as our order in this country were, and it was a thought process prevalent during the Enlightenment in general) as we understand it (or at least, as I do) posits that God created the Universe and then took a step back. Presumably either to observe his Creation or to deal with other matters or whatever.
Pandeism takes a bit of a spin on some Eastern thought, some of which posits that God destroyed himself/herself/itself in order to create the universe - slaps it together with deism, and posits that God *became* the universe.
Which is an interesting thought, to me, because of the Big Bang and whatnot. It is entirely feasible to me that if all matter in the known universe were scrunched into one mass, why, sure and it could be sentient. And a lot more sentient than us. It is an interesting idea anyway.
Now that doesn't satisfy questions of other dimensions, membrane like realities, time and on and on. But the general idea is interesting, especially when you overlay ideas like evolution, Freemasonry and so forth into the mix. A great plan, set in motion from starting point A. Maybe it is even cyclical, as many in the East believe.
Such a system allows for free will too, at least from certain angles taken at it - as opposed to a fellow bent over the chessboard and nudging pieces, if you will. Rather a grand formula, set in motion - with Chaos/free will/chance nudging the pieces.
So for me, evolution fits into the system the same way that E=mc2 does. I understand the general idea of relativity in layman's terms. Same with black holes, quantum mechanics and so on. Tools of the Great Architect to build the vast creation we see before us.
Or maybe, these things are in themselves - in aggregate, the Supreme Being.
Woops, rambling :001_smile: