Athena
Registered User
Kind of need to talk to you all about something.
I want to let you know that a small amount of the tinfoil hat conspiracy theories and a very small amount have been slightly effecting me and it's natural.
Kind of came to two possible conclusions.
As of now I do not believe that satanism literal or philosophical is in freemasonry. But I may think there is a small possibility. You don't have to directly say if you don't want to but I want to let you know that I'm considering a small possibility that freemasonry endorses some form of satanism? After 5+ years of patience and experience and either 5 years and a high possibility more. I will only try once to petition for freemasonry. If freemasonry endorces any sort of blunt in your face satanism please black ball me or not even consider me. I don't mind like pagan allegories and taboo spiritual elements. But if there is any sign of direct wanting to due satans will or philosophical satanism anything evil of the sort.
PLEASE do not consider me when in the far future I petition and I will only try once and I am unimportant there are waay better people then me so you won't be loosing much not even a dent.
If anything evil is true aside from human nature of good people getting mad and doing bad things, you will only be gaining a member and then loosing one. I am very unimportant and I know this. I don't want time put in me however much that is whether little or a lot put on me when I would just leave if this were the case. However I know for a fact that that there are a lot of other variables to be considered when petitioning. If I get denied after many years of giving it my all I know that the satanism thing probably won't be the reason why it might be another one.
Second conclusion and most believable to me right now.
Freemasonry is trying to keep God alive. A monotheistic God a truth. They are trying to do good things against a corrupt system that may or may not be more powerful then good and people are getting mad, spreading lies, having ignorant views because of these lies etc. Also freemasonry endorces a belief that I already believed in long before I had a true interest a good one. The belief of one God. The religion doesn't matter it's just that truth. I choose christianity because I find it the most logical to me and the potential to do the most good.
At this point that is why I strongly support it but do not you know, be a cowan of it. To simplify need to see if it's right for me but not making it my soul purpose just a small consideration of it.
Also I forgot to mention supporting athiesm behind it all will also cause me to leave. However it's pretty much guaranteed this isn't the case.
What are your thoughts?
I want to let you know that a small amount of the tinfoil hat conspiracy theories and a very small amount have been slightly effecting me and it's natural.
Kind of came to two possible conclusions.
As of now I do not believe that satanism literal or philosophical is in freemasonry. But I may think there is a small possibility. You don't have to directly say if you don't want to but I want to let you know that I'm considering a small possibility that freemasonry endorses some form of satanism? After 5+ years of patience and experience and either 5 years and a high possibility more. I will only try once to petition for freemasonry. If freemasonry endorces any sort of blunt in your face satanism please black ball me or not even consider me. I don't mind like pagan allegories and taboo spiritual elements. But if there is any sign of direct wanting to due satans will or philosophical satanism anything evil of the sort.
PLEASE do not consider me when in the far future I petition and I will only try once and I am unimportant there are waay better people then me so you won't be loosing much not even a dent.
If anything evil is true aside from human nature of good people getting mad and doing bad things, you will only be gaining a member and then loosing one. I am very unimportant and I know this. I don't want time put in me however much that is whether little or a lot put on me when I would just leave if this were the case. However I know for a fact that that there are a lot of other variables to be considered when petitioning. If I get denied after many years of giving it my all I know that the satanism thing probably won't be the reason why it might be another one.
Second conclusion and most believable to me right now.
Freemasonry is trying to keep God alive. A monotheistic God a truth. They are trying to do good things against a corrupt system that may or may not be more powerful then good and people are getting mad, spreading lies, having ignorant views because of these lies etc. Also freemasonry endorces a belief that I already believed in long before I had a true interest a good one. The belief of one God. The religion doesn't matter it's just that truth. I choose christianity because I find it the most logical to me and the potential to do the most good.
At this point that is why I strongly support it but do not you know, be a cowan of it. To simplify need to see if it's right for me but not making it my soul purpose just a small consideration of it.
Also I forgot to mention supporting athiesm behind it all will also cause me to leave. However it's pretty much guaranteed this isn't the case.
What are your thoughts?