Thank you for your reply, I am willing to resign from the GOOS, as I later found out about the regular and non regular lodges and since then have been confronted by silence when tying to contact them ,on the other side I have spent my time studying about freemasonry and not actively participating in any activities for the last two years with my lodge. Basically I am alone in a new country(Sweden) and I am trying to get in touch with a regular Grand lodge but no success so far.