I agree with the brethren above. Understand, your situation will change over the years. Children grow, job responsibilities change. Go when you can and keep in contact with as many of the brothers as you can. Everyone understands and most have gone through the same situation at one time or another.
There are also day lodges which you can attend from time to time. And, not being able to attend lodge does not preclude you from continuing to absorb light. Read. Explore the GLoTx library. You can check out books there and read at your pleasure. Depending upon your time, check out a couple of books, read them and return them for a couple more. All you are going to be out is a trip to the post office and three to five dollars every few weeks. Don't forget to throw a few bucks GL's way for the use of such a fine library.
It's what's in your heart that counts.
U can do it!:14: