sorry , i was not able to reply because of my busy schedule
i am no troll, nor is this fictional
I will tell you my story since that is what you clamor for.
The reason of my blackballing is because I had a past lover who was also a lover of a mason from a province. that mason has a lodge under their name. since they are a very powerful and rich clan in their province . I have spent 3 years of my life knocking in that lodge. being their servant and what not. but because of the relationship I had with this girl. my application to become a mason has been blocked. my cousin and friends who was also in that lodge that I was applying to could not do anything , the worshipful master was also a good friend of my rival. I was told I was blackballed 6 times. it has been more than 4 years. it is sad . but life goes on. I have sent my apologies to the ones who complained about me. but it fell on deaf ears. you see people in the provinces in the philippines are very arrogant , especially if they come from war chiefs and war lords. They are Gods in their lands.
Masonry in the United states may be for brotherly love and everything good that all of you have mentioned.
But here in the philippines it is different. I was actually idealistic and my views about it was the same as all of you.
but after experiencing it first hand, I can say that it is the opposite here in the philippines
some or all of you might call me unworthy to join your craft .
during the 3 years of knocking in that lodge, I served them well. I did everything they asked me to, I lied to their wives when they were off whore mongering
and alot more, some in criminal by nature. Its just sad that since someone else from a distant lodge told my lodge that i was not good. they blackballed me because of
the status of that family. You see they are very influential in that province
the uncle is congressman, the wives are mayors and vice mayors, their sons are councilors.
Bless everyone here and i hope to join you someday , in this life or the next